Concerning the State of Israel vs true Israel, there is no difference, it is the same. Instead of sibling rivalry, why don't we try some brotherly love? The whole world will benefit from it.
Friday, August 8, 2014
True Israel?
Concerning the State of Israel vs true Israel, there is no difference, it is the same. Instead of sibling rivalry, why don't we try some brotherly love? The whole world will benefit from it.
Monday, July 28, 2014
The Shmira Project
This is a grassroots program. We pair IDF combat soldiers with people around the world who do acts of kindness, prayer or Torah learning to increase the soldier’s spiritual merit and protection.
I signed up last night. It helps me to have the name of one of the soldiers fighting, as well as the entirety of the IDF to pray for. Please consider also signing up and doing your part in increasing the soldiers merits, and keeping them in your prayers. May Hashem grant them success, and may they all come home alive and well to their families.
Tuesday, April 22, 2014
Isaiah 11
My favorite part is all of chapter 11. Verses 6-9 talk about how during the Messianic age,
"The wolf will live with the lamb;What a beautiful picture. I hope to live long enough to see these times. I would love to pet a lion without fear of him eating me. To see a child play with a snake, knowing that they are safe together. There are opinions out there that say this will happen throughout the land of Israel, but especially on the Temple Mount when the Messiah comes.
the leopard lie down with the kid;
calf, young lion and fattened lamb together,
with a little child to lead them.
Cow and bear will feed together,
their young will lie down together,
and the lion will eat straw like the ox.
An infant will play on a cobra's hole,
a toddler put his hand in a viper's nest.
They will not hurt or destroy
anywhere on my holy mountain.
for the earth will be as full
of the knowledge of Hashem
as the water covering the sea."
Verses 11-13:
"On that day Hashem will raise his hand again,Sound like brothers? Haha :) Verses 15-16:
a second time,
to reclaim the remnant of his people who remain from (the north, south, east, and west)
He will hoist a banner for the Goyim,
assemble the dispersed of Israel,
and gather the scattered of Judah
from the four corners of the earth.
Efrayim's jealousy will cease-
those who harass Judah will be cut off,
Efrayim will stop envying Judah,
and Judah will stop provoking Efrayim."
"Hashem will dry up the gulf
of the Egyptian Sea.
He will shake his hand over the Euphrates River
to bring a scorching wind,
dividing it into seven streams
and enabling people to cross dry shod.
There will be a highway for the remnant of his people
who are still left from Ashur,
just as there was for Israel
when he came out from the land of Egypt."
The offspring of Your servant David may You speedily cause to flourish, and enhance his pride through Your salvation, for we hope for Your salvation all day long, and look forward to salvation. Blessed are You, Hashem, Who causes the pride of salvation to flourish.
Sound the great shofar for our freedom, raise the banner to gather our exiles and speedily gather us together from the four corners of the earth to our Land. Blessed are You, Hashem, Who gathers in the dispersed of His people Israel.
Wednesday, April 16, 2014
I'm back!
Since my last post, I have dispersed my flock. There were a number of issues going on, mostly parasite issues, and some of them would be cured only by not having the sheep (or any other ruminant, for that matter) in these pastures for a year or more. So last spring I sold all my ewes, and the lambs left in the fall. I'm down to one ram. I can't bring myself to get rid of him yet. I have him in clean pastures, away from all the harmful stuff and he looks really good now.
One of the local 4-H clubs has snagged me as their sheep project leader. This has been a fun journey! For the past few years I've been able to work with the sheep students during the summer, working on showmanship and the fitting of their animals mostly. But this year I'm able to work with the kids through the whole process. I'm really excited to see the growth and development in the students and their animals throughout this season!
I've also graduated from the college with my degree in Early Childhood Education. Someday when I marry and have children, I'll be able to use that to homeschool my own children with a more full knowledge of how to do so, and have some extra resources on hand. By G-d's grace alone was I able to complete that degree only 2 weeks after turning 20! What a crazy ride that was! It was very intense and very difficult, but I learned a lot.
I'm also currently in the process of launching my own sewing business, Graceful Seams. Stop by and check it out! I'm really excited about it! :D
There have been a few changes to the blog. Nothing major, just little things. The background photo has been swapped. It's a photo from my trip to Israel in the fall of 2012, the sunrise at Elon More. I've also added more to the "About Me", and changed my admin name to a nick name a friend of mine gave me a few years ago, and it stuck! You'll see it on most of my photos too.
So, there is a very brief update! Hopefully I'll be posting more consistently this time around! Chag Sameach!
Wednesday, January 2, 2013
Harvest, 2012
Colorful flowers
Small and delicate flowers just outside the house we stayed in
Precious baby. Her eyes really are beautiful
Cluster of grapes, one of MANY!
"But you, O mountains of Israel, shall shoot forth your branches..." Ezekiel 36:8
It's happening!
Pomegranates from the Negev
Dawn at Elon More, where Hashem made the covenant with Avraham to give this land to his descendants
At Elon More
Morning Glory in Hevron
Rose in Hevron
Grape vines on the Mount of Blessing (Har Bracha)
Olives! We were able to help bring in lots of olives the last week or two of our trip
More grape clusters
Jerusalem. Temple Mount from the mount of olives
"How beautiful upon the mountains are the feet of them who bring good news." Isaiah 52:7
Gamla. "The Masada of the north"
An old catapult at Gamla
Vineyard in Shiloh
The Dead Sea
Flock taking a rest in one of the barns in Itamar
The flag
Another grape cluster
'En Gev, overlooking Lake Kinneret, Sea of Galilee
Tuesday, May 8, 2012
A Story About A Very Special Book
On the way home from Bracha, I had dusted off the binding and the torah and put them back together. Sitting in the van carefully holding it together, something caught my attention. I looked down at what I was holding, and realized that this Torah, the way it was worn, fit perfectly in my hand. The IDF soldier who previously owned it must have been right-handed, and we would had the same size hands.
I often wonder who was the person who owned this little book, and why it ended up in a pile of garbage up there on Bracha. There is some hand writing in the back, and it would be so neat to meet that person, and to be able to return it put back together. If it ever happens, I hope it'll be with me and it can go back to that person. But until then, and even if it doesn't happen, I'll hold onto it and learn to read.
Thinking about this made me think about the lives of so many people. We were once dirty, dusty, and falling apart. Left where we were, we would've been useless. But we were picked up, put back together and made into beautiful, useful vessels for HaShem.
Thursday, January 5, 2012
Israeli Grape Harvest 2011



Wednesday, December 21, 2011
History of Hanukkah
This is what I wrote about the history of Hanukkah. I was in a bit of a hurry, so it might be a little rough still. The miracle of the oil doesn't appear in the history until a few hundred years later, so I didn't mention that. It's a tradition, so I'll hit that another time when I hit the rest of the traditions. :)
Alexander the Great had conquered a very large territory, and called it the Greek Empire. When he died, he split his empire into kingdoms and made his closest friends and advisors kings. About 2 generations later, Antiochus III ruled the Syrian kingdom. This territory included Israel. We left him alone, and for the most part, he left us alone. It was like this for a long time. Then in the year 3586/175BCE king Antiochus III died and his son, Antiochus IV ruled in his place. Antiochus IV, or Antiochus Epiphanies, was a wicked man, and hated the way his father treated us, thinking he was too kind to us.
At this time, there were some Hebrews who abandoned the Torah of Moshe and mislead the rest of the people of Israel by saying “Let’s make a treaty with the surrounding nations. Ever since we’ve separated ourselves from them, we’ve had nothing but trouble.” This was the first compromise of the story.
Any of this sound familiar? Maybe we should learn from the story of Hanukkah and not make any kind of treaty with the surrounding nations. For when Joshua made a covenant with the descendants of Gibeon and did not seek the counsel of HaShem, did not Haman come from that line? Did he not try to raise to power and kill the Jews? Ever since we’ve separated ourselves from them, we’ve had nothing but trouble. We didn’t separate ourselves, HaShem set us apart from the nations. We’ve not had to make a treaty with any other nation, because HaShem is our shield, He protects us and leads us. We’ve had trouble because the nations see that HaShem has chosen us, and it’s jealousy which turns to hatred that is why we’ve taken the brunt of their anger.
When Antiochus had a firm grip on his kingdom in Syria, he decided that he wanted to rule the Egyptian kingdom in addition to what he had. So he left Syria and traveled down to Egypt, invaded and took over. On his way back, he entered Israel and attacked Jerusalem. He stripped the Temple of everything of worth, murdered thousands of people and left, going back to his place in Syria to brag about all that he had done.This was the first desecration of the Temple committed by Antiochus IV. Wherever the people of Israel lived, they mourned.
Shortly after the desecration of the Temple, Antiochus wrote to all the nations in his kingdom saying that everyone has to give up their traditions, and specifically to us he said that we must not do what the Torah tells us, but to do the exact opposite. Build altars in illegal places to false gods, sacrifice pigs and other unclean animals on the altar, work on Shabbat, not circumcise our sons, and so on. There were many who abandoned Torah and joined themselves to these foreign officials. These people were known as Helenists. There were also many people who refused to compromise, who refused to abandon the Torah and do as the king had ordered, and were slaughtered the hands of an uncircumcised people.
There was a man named Mattathias, who had moved away from the more intense persecution in Jerusalem, to the city of Modein. Mattathias had five sons: John, Simon, Judas called the Maccabee, Eleazar, and Jonathan. One of the kings officials came to Modein and were trying to force us to abandon our religion and sacrifice to false gods. They came to Mattathias and said, “You’re a highly respected leader in this city, and you have the support of your sons and relatives. Be the first to come forward and do what the king has ordered. Be like all the people in the other nations... Then you and your sons will receive the title ‘Friend of the King.’ You will be honored with silver, gold, and many other gifts.”
Sound like the voice of the deceiver to you? That convincing, “You know, if you do this one thing, look at all these things you will get!” Things. Stuff. Materialistic garbage. But, that’s the way the world operates. Do this and you’ll get silver, gold, gifts, a title, a name! But. Do this and ruin your reputation before HaShem. Join yourself to them and receive their curses right along with them! What the king’s official was saying to him was Convert or Die! (Remind you of anyone? Greeks, Romans, Crusades, Inquisition, just to name a few.)
Even with these temptations, which to Mattathias weren’t very tempting, he stood strong for HaShem, and would do nothing the official said. He shouted “All the nations in the king’s empire may have obeyed him. They may have chosen to follow his orders by abandoning the religion of their ancestors. But even if they have, my sons, relatives, and I will keep the terms of the promise HaShem made to our ancestors. It’s unthinkable for us to desert our teachings and religious practices. We won’t obey the king’s orders, and we won’t worship in any other way.” He was refusing to compromise. He shouted this proclamation, not just told the guy quietly. He was going to let everyone know that he was not going against what HaShem commanded, and that he will not obey the king’s orders to do so. In a way, he was letting everybody know that he was going to be the army’s next target.
When Mattathias finished speaking, a young Jewish man ran up and intended to slaughter the pig as the king ordered. He was probably thinking that what the official had promised to Mattathias sounded good, and that since Mattathias wasn’t going to do it, that he would and get all that silver, gold, and other reward. But Mattathias was shocked to see this, and being so zealous for HaShem, ran up to the man and killed him there on the altar where he was. He then turned and killed the official and the men with him and tore down the pagan altar. His zeal for HaShem was equated to that of Pinchas haCohen, who killed Zimri in the Tabernacle.
Mattathias then went through the city saying, “Whoever is still devoted to HaShem and His promises, follow me!” With that, he and his sons fled to the mountians, and left everything they owned in the city. This should remind you of the time when Moshe drew the line in the sand and said to Israel, “Whoever is for HaShem, get up and stand with me!” after the golden calf incident.
At that time, Mattathias, his sons, and the group of people who were still devoted to HaShem, were joined by another group of Jewish people called the Hasidim. The Hasidim were the strongest people in Israel, and all of them volunteered for the sake of the Torah. Everyone who had fled because of the persecutions also joined Mattathias. This made their forces stronger, and they organized an army. In their fury they killed those who sinned by not following the Torah and were successful in hunting down foreign officials. Those who survived their attacks fled to the foreigners for safety. This band of ‘rebels’ also went around the countryside tearing down the altars dedicated to false gods.
How devoted are you? Would you get out of a place surrounded my evil, take the others who are devoted with you, and flee to the mountians? Leave everything you own in your house and go? Would you get together a band of rebels with you, kill those who need to be killed (according to HaShem’s standard, not ours), and start tearing down the abominations in the countryside? For the sake of your G-d, His people, His land, His covenants and His promises?
When the time came for Mattathias to die, he said to his sons, “We’re living in disastrous and violent times because arrogant foreigners are treating us with contempt. My children, now is the time for you to show your devotion to HaShem and the Torah. Offer your lives for the sake of the promise HaShem made to our ancestors.” He continued to remind them of what our ancestors did then they were alive. How Avraham proved faithful when he was tested, how Joseph was in a difficult situation and obeyed HaShem’s command, about Pinchas, Moshe, Y’oshua and Calev, David, Eliyahu, Hanahiah, Azariah, and Mishael, and Daniel. He then continued with another very import piece. He said, “So keep in mind that in every generation those who trust HaShem will have the strength they need. Don’t be afraid of a sinful king who threatens you. His honor will come to an end when he dies and his body is covered with manure and worms. Today he may be honored, but tomorrow no one will be able to find him because he will have returned to dust, and his plans will be ruined. My children, be strong and courageous while defending the Torah...”
The way we teach our children is important. We know the history of our ancestors, and the covenants and promises HaShem made with them, and in turn, with us. He promised good things to us if we obey Him. If we obey Him and do his will, we will receive blessings in plenty. But, if we fall into the trap of the enemy and go against HaShem’s will, we will receive curses in plenty. We need to stand up and fight for what we believe.
Antiochus heard about the Maccabees and how they were hunting down those who were trying to force our people to convert, or die. He sent his armies against them and were defeated. This small band of ‘rebels’ killed and beat back quite a large and well trained army, because they were zealous for their faith.
After these battles Judas said to the men with him, “Let’s go up to Jerusalem, and cleanse and re-dedicate the Temple.” This is what they did, and they brought their families with them. When they got there and saw how desecrated the holy place was, they tore their clothes in grief and wept. There were among them a few remaining priests who had lead holy lives and were dedicated to the Torah, and they cleansed the Temple and everything in it. They tore down the now defiled altar, put it’s stones in an unclean place, and built a new altar according to Moshe’s teachings and dedicated it. They made new utensils and brought back the holy items that had been stolen and cleansed and purified them, them put them back in the Temple. On the 25th day of Chislev, the cleansing and rededication had been completed, and normal routine was restored. The people celebrated the rededication for eight days in joy! Everyone was overwhelmingly happy because they had removed the disgrace of Jerusalem.
I’d also like to add in here how Antiochus died. Not for any reason except to learn from his mistakes, and that he seemed to have realized that he had made a mistake. Tehillim says “Don’t rejoice when your enemy falls...”
Antiochus had heard about a city in Persia that was known for it’s vast amounts of riches, and decided to attack and loot the city. But the citizens of the place found out about his plan and resisted him in battle, thus he retreated. While in Persia, a messenger came and told him about how his armies had been slaughtered and beat back by that small band of ‘rebels’ in Israel. Both beatings hit Antiochus hard, and he became very depressed and didn’t get out of bed for many days. He couldn’t get over his depression, and realized that he was about to die. Then he said, “I remembered all the terrible things I did to Jerusalem. I took all its silver and gold utensils. Without any good reason, I sent armies to destroy the people who live in Judea. Now I know that all these things are happening to me because of the terrible things I’ve done. I’m being destroyed by depression in a foreign land.”
It would be advised to learn from this guy’s mistakes, and what he said at the end of his life. If such a wicked man can realize that he’s being destroyed because he was dishonorable to HaShem’s name, then how much more so should we be careful in our lives to respect it.
How committed to your religion, your faith, are you? When the Temple was desecrated the first time by Antiochus, those who were dedicated to the temple, to Torah and HaShem’s promises, the people mourned wherever they lived. When the Maccabees came to cleanse and re-dedicate the Temple and saw how desecrated and defiled it was, they tore their clothes in grief and wept. This time it is on our watch! If you are not actively standing for G-d and his covenants, you are standing against him. The question is - What can we do today?
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
Harvest 2011, Shiloh revelation
Our trip to Israel this fall was one that G-d used to change and solidify many things in my life. I don’t know how I’m going to get it all down in writing, but I’ll give it a shot. It might be that you are struggling with some of the same things that I was, and it is my prayer that HaShem may use this to help you too.
We went to Israel with HaYovel to help the farmers in Judea and the Shomron (Samaria), the area some people refer to as the “West Bank”. I’ll write about that later. We brought in 304 tons grapes for a number of wineries, helped harvest olives and pomegranates, worked on the Archeological dig in Shiloh, and did some touring. We actually lived in an Orthodox Jewish community in the Shomron for 2 months. It was so good.
For as long as I can remember, I’ve always known that G-d is real, He works in real ways and helps real people. He is the G-d of our fathers Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob, the G-d who made covenants with His people who He redeemed. I could see the things that He has done for His people. I could keep going, but you get the point. But even though I knew this, I still didn’t feel it. Sometimes, the enemy got a foothold and I struggled with “Is this really real?”. Doubt. Fear. Unloving. All that ick. 3 days after we arrived in Israel, the group toured Shiloh, specifically the site where the Tabernacle stood for 369 years. We were given time to pray and seek HaShem. I has been praying “Father please, show me that you love me, in a way that I’ll know that I know that I know. I know that you’re there, but I’m struggling and I need you to show me.” There I felt His presence. It was real. It was almost as if He was saying “I love you, my daughter. I am here.” That was all I needed. That doubt, fear, unloving, all of that just fled away! I know He is there, He is real, I am His. And I feel it. It’s not just that I know it, because I’ve always known it. It’s that need people seem to have to now just know it in their head, but to feel it and know it with every fiber of their being. That was me, that is me. I asked and HaShem granted that, revelation I guess you could call it.
That was really just the beginning of what happened there. I’m going to keep writing about our journey there, so much happened in those 2 months we were there! It may take a little while though, so please be patient. I will put my experiences to writing as they come up.